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about me..

Peace be upon to all my blog reader. My name is Mohammad Syafiq Firdaus b. Md Marzuki from Machang Kelantan. I am 18 years old this year and now I am studying at University Putra Malaysia Serdang Selangor. Before this I studied at Sekolah Menengah Sains Machang which located just a few kilometres from my house. Although I was a boarding school's student, I was not so excellent in study and for your information I did not score straight a's in my last spm and it was my worst nightmare ever. I am the eldest from 4 siblings and I am the only hope for my family to change our life to a new better life because all of my other sibling is still young, but I have ruin my parents only hope I played a lot during the school, always felt asleep in class and all those experience had made me regret so much in my life. During the study period I was so busy representing my school for sport and that had cause me felt so tired at night. While all my others friend busy studying and making their preparation for spm, I was making dream on my bed. Night after night and day after day pasing by so fast and the day waited for everyone arrived, it was the spm day. During the spm weeks I was struggling so hard as there are so many subjects that I did not cover yet. I felt really desperate i burn the midnight oil, I try to find my friend who were excellent in their study but they were also busy doing their final preparation and at last i need to study by my own. Day by day spm past and at last it was the last day for spm. All my friends faces looks happy as it was the last day we were at school, but not for me. The spm's presure had made me felt relly tired. When the examination prefect annoucing the end all of the exam all my friends were cheering happy while i felt really sad and my tears almost felt to the ground. That evening all my friend were celebrating at the hostel while I packed my things and went home at once. I was so sad to tell my parents that i could not answer the exams well so i make it silence till the result was announce. On 11 march 2010 the day waited for all my schoolmate and other students in Malaysia arrived. Since the last night i felt so uncomfortable on my bed waiting the day arrived and i even could not sleep well. In my prays i always hoping that what had happened was just a dream but my hope was just a dream because i was hoping something that was impossible to happen. The day finally arrived all my friends came to school and they got their result. On that day i could see many faces expresion where there were faces with full of joy and there also faces full of tears. I was so worried but i brave my self and went to the office to take my result. And as expected I did not get straight a's and my parents face quit dissapointed with my result. My parents were hoping that i could get straight a's as I was the role model to my others sibling. I was so regret for what had I did last time. When I get the letter from UPM my parents was so happy and proud of me. So this time i had made my mind to change and never repeat my last mistake. My advise to all of you never burn the midnight oil and never make your parents sad whith you as the heaven is under our parents feet.